War Inside Me.

I’ve tired for being imbasil. but somehow i wont let my self unsecured with the things that i cant through with it. i kept searching what is the source of happiness. wondering where is that actually? where can i get that? could it be a girl so i can call it her? or could it be a boy so i can playing around? and how much is the price as if i could buy it?

kau curi diriku dari perdaban.

dalam emas nya diam ku, kau curi diriku dari peradaban.
Dari balik bahu perempuan tua yang menggendongku, aku berjengit penuh kengerian, dan ingin meneriakan nya selantang mungkin
‘ aku tidak mau ikut bersama mu! ‘

best things in my life

best things in my life and as priority:
– family
– friendship.

as we knows, human being is always need communities for growing up and accelerating their sense in learning life lessons, and also their desire to fulfill life destinations along the age of life.

The wet beggining of february.

i look out side of the metromini’s window, through the rain to the flooded street. the cars are stuck. and the peoples are murmuring, worrying, wondering and so on. gosh.. what a romantic momment for me.
I wondering thou, why did i love the rainy day so much? is it just because the breezy weather? or because i can rememorizes my childhood..

perang

aku meringkuk di ranjang tua itu. gulita merambahi ketakutan bersama guntur yang teramat angkara. kuhirup dalam-dalam aroma becek tanah merah diluar halaman.
senja sudah lama dikutuk menjadi malam. aku merindu matahari, padahal hari esok masih terhalang oleh beberapa palang jam.

tidak indah

kata-katamu serasa jauh..
tak ada kuasa tuk ku menjangkaunya.
aku diam di sudut ruangan itu,
semut merah dalam diam merayapi pohon jambu yang dulu kita tanam.
di seberang, jendela berbingkai besi jalusi tua, ornamen tirai koyak mewakiliku.

Bumi Cinta

kabar baik dari belahan bumi tak tersentuh cela: Bumi Cinta.
akan ada musim dimana semua cuaca bergabung menyemarakan sebuah pagi. dimana musim gugur, musim semi, musim salju dan musim lainnya saling berdampingan dalam menebarkan dayanya. dedaunan berguguran sementara hawa hangat musim semi hilir mudik kesana kemari. semua begitu bersinergi..